Post exam list looks bleak. No holiday. Work. Drive. =((

What happened to celebrating holidays/post exams with chalets and bbqs? =(

According to the radio, it is 99% certain that Paramore will be coming to Singapore on one of the Sundays in February 2010!!!! *hyperventilates* (I really hope Rozz got this righttttt!)
Soooooooo friends, no more worries on what to get me for my 21st! Spare you guys the trouble of finding something awesome for me =D


Okay exams start tomorrow. Scared out of my pants, please dear god, I don't want to screw up my uni life.

1) Never again will I take a 9am tutorial slot. After 13 weeks of coming at 9.20am I've pretty much figured out that I can never be on time, let alone early. This applies to 10am slots as well.

2) I went to bed yesterday night thinking about my Structural Sys assignment. I ended up dreaming about it and coming up with all sorts of formulas for the whole 5 hours that I get to sleep. It's bad enough I can't sleep in peace... I've yet to find the answer.

3) I've made a hate list for a bunch of people in school I SWEAR I'll never work with for projects. I want to find meticulous people who will not settle for fucking shoddy shit of a work. I'm so pissed and mad at idiots who can't do their work and simply freeride on others.

4) Exams are in two weeks, freedom in less than a month.

5) I wish more than anything to go back to 4 years ago.

He knows. We know. And he knows that we know that he had absolutely no basis for marking us down like that. Just like we've expected. The whole time all we did was talk in circles and I was so close to HITTING him. By the end of the conversation, I was practically shouting at him and he was shouting back in his gay shit voice.

Bottom line: It was like talking to a wall that makes gay simpering high-pitched noises. Useless.

I vow to never let you, you and YOU ever make me feel this way again.
You with your racist shit.
You with your derogatory comments.
You with your cut-above-the-rest attitude.




I've seriously had it with you people.

Listening to BNE and it's my only remedy to my suicidal-i-want-to-quit-school depressed mood. I'm sure everyone is burdened by schoolwork and stressed to the maxx but am I the only one who feels like giving up entirely? I never thought of myself as a quitter but im at breaking point now. It's sickening to think the amount of work I have to complete by monday. Recess week, you were gone too soon. 

Thank you DemiForeverSelena for uploading the whole album on youtube, you make studying till unearthly hours that bit more bearable.

I still can't believe my sister accidentally threw my phone (along with dirty clothes) into the washing machine. She only realised it after a frantic search around the house, doubting my sanity and... after the washing machine has gone through the wash, rinse and spin mode.

From discovering an underground mosque at Raffles Place to visiting the museum and flea-ing to eating Zamzam after prayers and finally to Simei to watch the NDP on big screen and becoming patriotic all of a sudden at 8.22pm... it was simply a fun-filled day with my ♥s.

School starts tomorrow. I seriously cannot believe 3 months flew past just like THAT and i'm not (will never) be ready to face school again. Oh well, let's just hope I don't screw up this time around.

Hello friend, I think it has come to a point where you have gotten too irksome and so I shall be keeping my distance from now on. Nothing personal but it's for my own sanity and well-being yeah? :)

Badminton session today was funnnn, I'd forgotten I owned such raw talent, haha. That's more crosses off my to-do lists. Next up shopping spreeeeeee... for stationeries :( 

This is for all the years of hardwork, of tears being shed each time you  tried but failed, of the sweat and sheer determination to climb all the way to where you are now and for all the times people doubted you... god willing you made it. And I could not be more proud because amongst all, I've seen and felt your struggle most *dabs tears from the corners of my eyes*

The ceremony itself was uneventful (except for the guy who didn't move to the centre stage when his name was called and had to be pushed by one of the ushers, im not sure what's wrong with him, stage fright perhaps?) but the reception afterwards was utter CHAOS.

Ohmygod, dear Singaporeans, have you not seen food before?! People were CLAWING and PUSHING and PILING THEIR PLATES SKY HIGH with food you just know they wouldn't finish. It was so bad to the extent that trays were being toppled and people started grabbing currypuffs and eclairs with their grubby hands without even queuing up. Rude and kiasu to the maxxxxxxxxxximum please.

That aside, school is starting in less than three weeks, bidding starts in two days. Such dread man. Another school term without my bffs, bumping into Undesirables everywhere and having to grow my ass on the mrt seats again =((((